Baby A

(19 weeks old)

June 7, 2011

Hi mama, I hope you'll get well soon. You seem very weak these past few days.

I really enjoyed that ride with you. It was really nice to get away for a while from that really smelly place and really strange people wearing silly hats on their heads. I was actually a bit worried when I heard something outside making a strange noise. Like it was trying to see me inside you.

Hope you get well mama! I love you!

June 8, 2011

Ma? Why are we here again? Why are those persons wearing those silly outfits have been watching you for like forever? Is something wrong mother? You have been not talking to me like you used to.

June 9, 2011

Ma? Why did you wake me up? It's too early, I want to sleep more!

Ma? Ma? What is this feeling? Ma!? I feel strange! Ma?! What is she doing to me? Ma?! Ma?! What is going on?!

Ma? I hope you can hear me. I'm really sorry for making you sick. Don't worry. I know it's not really your fault. I love you Ma. Hope you will get soon and will feed much...much better. It would be nice to see you. But I guess that wouldn't happen. I guess someone has to go, and I think it would be me. It's okay Ma. It's for you own good. I love you Ma. I hope whatever happens to me will make you feel better.